Not all of which are planned will always be realized.
Not all desired will always be achieved.
And not all the existing ones before us will be like that.
Sometimes all the God that we plan and decisive.
But sometimes we are planning and God disposes.
Everything is laid out neatly fit the page.
So we have to pass the appropriate page smallest to the largest page.
There will never be that knowing the contents of the next page if it does not pass the previous page.
Any of the problems we face will always be a way out.
Because God always knows how to plan something to make his people become more and more powerful in life.
And God will never leave his people alone in facing problems.
God always gives a friend to help us carry out all these problems.
And it turns out this time God has not given me a friend who could actually accompany me to face my problems. Someone who I consider a friend today in every respect has yet to become like the things I want. Still the same as the others are always busy with his world alone, and can not really be like this during my expectations.
I do not know how long I have to look for that person.
But I know God infinite justice and will definitely find me the person that I've been looking for, that it would really give my all to his world.
Now I just need to be patient, and surely someday someone will come by itself.